Sometimes I really question what sort of effect I have on
others just by my every day demeanor. It’s an extremely difficult thing to
judge in oneself. I believe this effect on others is something that really
measures a person’s true character.
Admittedly, this matters to me a great deal. Through
intimate conversation I know I’ve had a profound effect long-term on others. It’s
one thing to influence others positively over a long period of time and
interaction. It’s quite another to do that in the short-term. Simply by being
around others, those people are instantly uplifted.
This is a trait I wish I possessed as so many of those
around me tend to easily drift to a wavering state of uneasiness. Perhaps in
time I will be able to reach them, but why not more immediately? I want to be looked upon for strength. However, at this moment, I feel as though there is no way I could possibly be viewed that way. It’s at these
times, I feel the most unsure of myself.
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