I Want to End My Life

The Difference A Year Makes

 It's been almost a year now that I quit my job. At the same time, my life took an abrupt downward turn that I have not been able to pull myself out of and no signs of it becoming any better.

My closest friends left me to pursue their own ambitions, leaving me with nothing to look forward to and no one to protect me from myself.

May God have mercy on my soul.

I Hate My Life

I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

Today I really messed up

I don't deserve to live.

Sometimes I have no idea

There is not a worse feeling than disappointing someone who counts on you. I feel defeated. There seems to be nothing for me here so what am I even doing? I just don't know.

Today...

It sucked. I hate everything.

I wish my life was over.