All I ever try to be in life is a good friend, a decent person, someone to rely on. It sucks when someone who you thought you had built a lifelong bond with suddenly nonchalantly shuts you out of their life entirely.
This has now happened twice in the last few months. Things just keep getting worse, not better. My list of reliable friends and allies grows shorter.
Ultimately, one only needs that one true friend to be able to stick it out and be happy in life. I do believe that. I still have that one true friend thankfully. Perhaps there are no others out there. That would be tragic.
It really hurts to have your trust exploited and broken. I am not well.