I'm really losing it tonight. I'm not sure exactly why, but today just wasn't a good day. On any regular day, I consider myself pretty upbeat, but definitely not today. Spreading gloom and dread is never a good thing. However, trying to appear upbeat and encouraging others to be the same while not genuinely feeling that way myself is even more deflating to my psyche.
Am I not allowed to have one day such as today? I don't know. Hopefully, I'll feel better tomorrow.
